Showing posts with label Black Iris. Show all posts
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Monday, December 12, 2016

Bad Boy by Elliot Wake


BAD BOY by Elliot Wake
Atria Books Hardcover | ISBN: 9781501115011 | On sale: December 6, 2016 | 256 pages | US $24.00 
eBook: Atria Books | ISBN: 9781501115028 | On sale: December 6, 2016 | 256 pages | US $9.99


Vlog star Renard Grant has nothing to prove: he’s got a pretty face, chiseled body, and two million adoring video subscribers. Plus the scars on his chest and a prescription for testosterone. Because Ren is transgender: assigned female at birth, living now as male. He films his transition and shares it bravely with the world; his fans love his honesty and positivity.

But Ren has been living a double life.

Off-camera, he’s Cane, the muscle-bound enforcer for social justice vigilante group Black Iris. As Cane, he lets his dark side loose. Hurts those who prey on the disempowered. Indulges in the ugly side of masculinity. And his new partner, Tamsin Baylor, is a girl as rough and relentless as him. Together, they terrorize the trolls into silence.

But when a routine Black Iris job goes south, Ren is put in the crosshairs. Someone is out to ruin his life. He’s a bad boy, they say, guilty of what he punishes others for.

Just like every other guy: at heart, he’s a monster, too.

Now Ren’s got everything to prove. He has to clear his name, and show the world he’s a good man. But that requires facing demons he’s locked away for years. And it might mean discovering he’s not such a good guy after all.


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Even though I've been intrigued by this author's other books I hadn't read any until, Bad Boy. The synopsis really jumped out at me, so I decided to take the plunge because I've read some of the rave reviews about Elliot Wake's writing. My thoughts are still little jumbled, so here it goes.

Ren is transgender and trying to live his life as a man, I say trying because it seems like not everyone is ready accept him this way. Yes, he was born in a woman's body, but he knew he wasn't meant to be a woman and did something about it. This story just got to me from the beginning! Ren can be hard to love sometimes, but it's not because he just wants to be angry and depressed. He wants people to love him and accept him! I think anyone can understand that. He's part of the Black Iris group and from the beginning he is being kept out of the loop, and he wants, no needs to figure out why! Why would his closest friends keep him in silence. When he meets Tam there is something between them from the beginning. At first it's just them lashing out at each other but it grows to something more, something tangle, something fierce! And she's the only one he can really trust when accusations arise. 

Everyone in this story has either been hurt or has hurt someone in the past. Being part of Black Iris has been part of who they are, but they can never fully heal that way. Tam and Ren's relationship is so passionate. I could feel that passion jumping out of the pages, it made my heartbeat accelerate and my arms tingle. Tam is just what Ren needs! She never treated him different because he's transgender, she always saw him as a man.

This story delves into some hard issues, and at times can be heart wrenching to read. It's jam packed with that dire urge for revenge, but it's also about learning to love yourself. Finding out who your true friends are is important. Surrounding yourself with the people who love you and accept you as you are, and finally being happy. Bad Boy is a perfectly written story! 

4/5 Fangs

* A complimentary copy was provided in exchange for an honest review.


Elliot Wake Elliot Wake (formerly known as Leah Raeder) is a transgender author of four novels: UnteachableBlack IrisCam Girl, and Bad Boy. Aside from reading his brains out, Elliot enjoys video games, weightlifting, and perfecting his dapper style. He lives with his partner in Chicago.




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Friday, April 24, 2015

Black Iris by Leah Raeder



BLACK IRIS
by Leah Raeder


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ABOUT BLACK IRIS:

It only took one moment of weakness for Laney Keating’s world to fall apart. One stupid gesture for a hopeless crush. Then the rumors began. Slut, they called her. Queer. Psycho. Mentally ill, messed up, so messed up even her own mother decided she wasn't worth sticking around for.

If Laney could erase that whole year, she would. College is her chance to start with a clean slate.

She's not looking for new friends, but they find her: charming, handsome Armin, the only guy patient enough to work through her thorny defenses—and fiery, filterless Blythe, the bad girl and partner in crime who has thorns of her own.

But Laney knows nothing good ever lasts. When a ghost from her past resurfaces—the bully who broke her down completely—she decides it's time to live up to her own legend. And Armin and Blythe are going to help.

Which was the plan all along.

Because the rumors are true. Every single one. And Laney is going to show them just how true.

She's going to show them all.



“Is this a love story or a hate story?” 

What the heck did I just read? I’m confused, emotionally spent and in awe of the madness Leah Raeder created with this one. Unteachable was one of my favorite reads last year, so I was super excited to get my hands on Black Iris early. I have to warn you, this is a totally different experience. It’s nothing like Unteachable, other than the all-consuming affect of her words, so be prepared. 

Don’t let the flower on the cover fool you, there isn’t anything pretty about this story. It’s a shit-storm of broken hearts, betrayal and depression that’s unrelenting from start to finish. It’s a story focused on a need for revenge so fierce it rots your soul and claims your entire existence. It really messed with my head in a big way. There were times that I felt for Laney and others where I really couldn't stand her. She was just so manipulative and consumed by her need to get back at those that wronged her. But in a sick and twisted way, her actions almost felt justified.

“There is a terrible thing tucked inside me raring to lunge forth into the light. And I’m just waiting for that perfect moment. Just waiting. Just waiting.” 

In the beginning of the story, we are warned that Laney isn’t going to redeem herself and find that elusive happy ending that makes her magically change who she is. There was something in me that still sort of expected that to happen though. Maybe because it’s a constant occurrence throughout this genre. Authors filling our minds with broken girls that find the perfect manwhore to paint everything perfect. I think Leah Raeder was successful in going against the norm, giving us something unique, even if it was a total find-fuck. I don’t know what that says about me, but I enjoyed the ride.

“I never wanted to be saved. I wanted someone to follow me down into the darkness. To hold my hand as I fell.” 

There is something about how she puts words together that paints such a vivid and beautiful story. Even if the characters are warped and constantly bashing you over the head with their damage. Her writing grabbed me and didn't let go until the very end. Leaving me to count down the days until I can get my next Raeder fix.

4/5 Fangs 
*ARC kindly provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review*



“There is a terrible thing tucked inside me raring to lunge forth into the light.  And I’m just waiting for that perfect moment.  Just waiting.  Just waiting.”

I’m not sure how I feel.  I’m not sure what I read.  I do know that I enjoyed every single minute of it.  BLACK IRIS was a total mind-fuck!

From the very beginning the main character states she won’t be a redeemable character… and she’s not.  Laney has borderline personality disorder.  She’s intense, vindictive, and vengeful.  Every decision and move she makes is calculated.  When she meets her new friends Armin and Blythe things slowly begin to come together.

Armin put his mouth to my ear.  “When you touch me,” he breathed, “it feels so cold.  As if you’re touching a chess piece, thinking about your next move.”

So lets stop talking about the plot before I spoil it.  I want to talk about the writing.  Holy hell…  Leah Raeder is a master writer! The book flowed beautifully despite some of the tougher topics.  I was on the edge of my seat wondering what the hell is going on until the very last page.  And even after I finished I had to think about what I just read. 

BLACK IRIS isn’t your typical New Adult, romance love story.  It’s gritty and raw.  It makes you think.  BLACK IRIS isn’t for everyone, but everyone should read it!

“This is dangerous.  Me and you.  We’re pulling each other over the edge.”

“Let go, Laney.  Falling feels amazing.”


“Right until you hit the ground.”

4/5 Fangs 
*ARC kindly provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review*


ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

Leah Raeder is a writer and unabashed nerd. Aside from reading her brains out, she enjoys graphic design, video games, fine whiskey, and the art of self-deprecation. She lives with her very own manic pixie dream boy in Chicago. Visit her at LeahRaeder.com.



Thursday, January 8, 2015

Cover Reveal
Black Iris by Leah Raeder

I am so excited about this cover.  Unteachable's cover is one of my favorites! When I saw it I loved it immediately.  




Black Iris by Leah Raeder
Release Date: April 28, 2015

Book description: 

It only took one moment of weakness for Laney Keating’s world to fall apart. One stupid gesture for a hopeless crush. Then the rumors began. Slut, they called her. Queer. Psycho. Mentally ill, messed up, so messed up even her own mother decided she wasn't worth sticking around for.

If Laney could erase that whole year, she would. College is her chance to start with a clean slate.

She's not looking for new friends, but they find her: charming, handsome Armin, the only guy patient enough to work through her thorny defenses—and fiery, filterless Blythe, the bad girl and partner in crime who has thorns of her own.

But Laney knows nothing good ever lasts. When a ghost from her past resurfaces—the bully who broke her down completely—she decides it's time to live up to her own legend. And Armin and Blythe are going to help.

Which was the plan all along.

Because the rumors are true. Every single one. And Laney is going to show them just how true.

She's going to show them all.

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FIRST CHAPTER EXCERPT: 

April is the cruelest month, T.S. Eliot said, and that’s because it kills. It’s the month with the highest suicide rate. You’d think December, or even January—the holidays and all that forced cheer and agonized smiling pushing fragile people to the edge—but actually it’s spring, when the world wakes from frostbound sleep and something cruel and final stirs inside those of us who are broken. Like Eliot said: mixing memory and desire, stirring dull roots with spring rain. In the deepest throes of depression, when sunlight is anguish and the sky throbs like one big raw migraine and you just want to sleep until you or everything else dies, you’re less likely to commit suicide than someone coming outof a depressive episode. Drug companies know this. That’s why antidepressants have to be marked with the warning MAY CAUSE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.
Because what brings you back to life also gives you the means to destroy yourself.